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Assalamualaikum kawan2, blogger2 sekelian...

lame btul aku x post benda baru dalam nih...
minta maaf yer...
kerana terlalu banyak sgt perkara yg terjadi bulan ni...~

aku cerita satu persatu ya....~

1. Sedih sbb my closest cousin ever, Afiq Ahmad, telah kembali ke Rahmatullah pada 9 November 2011... die tgh bawa motor dari Batu Pahat nak balik rumah ke Parit Raja, mase dalam perjalanan tu, die bawak laju, ade plak Bangla naik basikal melintas jalan... Afiq pun mengelak ke kiri dan trus terlanggar divider jalan... muke tepat kena divider pastu terseret atas jalan... doktor kata die mangalami pendarahan kat hidung smpai ke tekak dan darah tu tersumbat dalam saluran pernafasan die... so, die lemas dan meninggal... i am shocked to hear about this... tapi nak buat mcm mane... dah ajalnya Allah dah tetapkan pade waktu tu... kite yg hidup ni kena la ambil iktibar dan bersimpati atas pemergian arwah... walaubagaimanapun, arwah Afiq Ahmad adalah seorang anak yg sangat baik, seorang kawan yg sangat2 pandai bergurau dan sgt2 mesra... aku kalo nak buat ape2 kat kampung mst panggil die... tapi sayangnye die dah xder... kami 3 serangkai, Fawwaz, Ujai dan Afiq kini tinggal 2 jela... Ujai (sepupu sorang lagi) plak masih lagi di Mesir melanjutkan pelajaran n die x dapat turun Malaysia utk tgk arwah buat kali terakhir...
untuk para pembaca, ambil la masa 15 saat utk bacakan Al-Fatihah utk arwah semoga pahala Al-Fatihah itu dapat mengangkat darjat arwah di sisi Allah... Al-Fatihah...~

2. kisah yg kedua, aku ade la mohon kerja full time kat McDonald sebagai manager... haritu dah dapat call untuk datang interview tapi alih2 jer interview tu ditangguhkan... ades... so skang ni keje jadi crew biase jela wat sementara waktu... tapi memandangkan aku tgk kerja kat McD ni sgt2 penat dan perlukan pengorbanan masa dan tenaga yg tinggi, aku rase aku nak cari keje lain la... maybe nak masuk ofis balik... targeting nak buat audit atau kerja bank... tapi aku x berapa minat hadui... tapi keje mcm tu la yg aku boleh buat... ingat nak smbung blaja tapi peluang tu mcm xder sbb pointer aku 2.97, sikit lagi nak 3... biasenye kalo bawah 3 pointer ni, kena ada pengalaman kerja dulu then baru la bleh amek Master... xperlah aku tunggu peluang yg ada... if ada rezeki, aku nak masuk amek Master trus... coz my father said that i'm a genius kid... so, i'll use this brain to study and use it for my future...

3. emmmmm.... cerita no 3 ni, mcm biase lah... langit x semestinya cerah sepanjang hari... ade juga mendungnyer... tapi x hujan la ye... hehe...~
before this aku dah kejar n usha seorang gadis KL sejak hujung bulan 3 haritu smpai la awal bulan ni... so about 7 months la... aku mengenali dan mengejar sorang gadis yg aku minat sejak 4 tahun lepas... tapi last2 hubunagn kami berakhir sebagai kawan biase jer... hmmmmm... woman is quite hard to understand but men are also the same... nak memahami hati orang lain memang sgt2 susah...
dalam kes aku, sjak aku berhenti kerja MBE Nusa Bestari awal bulan haritu, aku dah kurang texting dgn die... sbb aku kerja McD malam... so, siang la waktu utk aku nak rehat, waktu utk aku nak main game, dan waktu utk aku luangkan mase dgn family... tapi dalam mase same ni la si dia ni asyik nak text aku jer... tapi bile dah start text, xde topic yg dak dibualkan, pastu trus die cakap aku dah boring dgn die... aik????? bile plak la aku cakap mcm tuh... aku x pernah boring texting dgn die cume kadang2 die text tu x kena mase... time die nak text, time tu la aku kena kluar umah driving tolong hantar bateri utk ayah, kadang2 kena tolong pekerja ayah kat kedai ayah, tolong mama kat umah, dan time aku nak main game tu la die text... aduyai... pstu bile aku x reply, die marah then merajuk trus... adui... she said, bile dalam satu perhubungan yg rapat ni, die perlukan perhatian yg lebih... so that means die nak aku text die selalu tapi aku xleh buat... siang aku tido, tolong mama ayah, malam kerja... mane la aku ade mase sgt yg kosong utk die... keje McD ni dah le penat giler.... sampai aku kena demam seminggu sbb letih sgt kerja... pstu die plak nak texting, nak texting, pstu xde topik nak dibualkan... pstu gado lagi...
aduyai... last2 aku cakap jer aku nak kitorang hanye sekadar berkawan...

then die marah, die pasrah, dan trus tawar hati... sigh~ dalam hati aku, sayang tu memang masih ada.... sgt2 sayang... But i am trying to live in my life... i need space for my life, i need space to breathe... so, last2 skang die pun dah x text aku, dan aku pun dah x text die sbb die memang btul2 dah tawar hati kat aku...

em... by the way, tadi tgk jap FB die, mcm meriah sakan je ade sorang bro kaco die kat FB, biar la die bahagia dgn orang lain... sbb aku xleh nak bagi ape yg die nak...
die perlukan seorang lelaki yg sentiasa ada di sisi die... dan aku x mampu nak penuhi kehendak die sbb aku ada kehidupan aku sendiri yg aku dan family aku je yg faham...

4. Lagu update! hmmmm... banyak gak lagu best2 yg lama2 tapi aku baru dgr... tapi best2 la... aku dah masukkan video2 nye kat bawah ni... layanz all....!!!

thanks for sharing my story with u guys... i really appreciate it...
(^_^)v


so these are some of the cool songs that i like u guys to hear...



THURSDAY

"Counting 5-4-3-2-1"

5-4-3-2-1 Lets start a fire.
We'll burn this town from inside out.
Till no ones left alive.
And you can't feel the rhythm of your steps when you hit the street.
The city seems so far away from here, when you're counting every step.

5-4-3-2 what are you waiting for?
The train is catching up, keep on running don't look back.
Cause it's 10-9-8-7 everybody's coming to burn this city, burn this city down tonight.
Leave it all behind.

All his life he lived in this same house.
Same white fence surrounding him, he swore he would get out.
But he can't cause his foot got caught in between the rails.
And all his friends were up ahead
They can't hear him yelling, yelling for some help.
And it's much too late to call the doctor now.
This town is full of sympathies; we're drowning in it all.

5-4-3-2 What are you waiting for?
The train is catching up, keep on running don't look back.
Cause it's 10-9-8-7 everybody's coming to burn this city, burn this city down tonight.
Leave it all behind.

Is that the sound of the gate coming down? No flashing lights, no warning?
When we press our ears to the ground we feel the shake.
But it's under the skin, so we wilt like violets.
Can't get up, to put the petals in their place.

5-4-3-2 What are you waiting for?
Burn this city, burn this city tonight.



THE USED
"Empty With You"

I haven't lost anything except my mind
Expect a thousand confessions that you will not find
I try to take off my head sometimes,
because I can't escape the memories
I haven't lost anything except my mind (except my mind)

You could be empty
and I can be right here empty with you
or you could be hollow
and I can be right here hollow with you
If you want to say goodbye to everything,
I could say goodbye too
I can be right here empty with you.

I haven't wasted a thing except my time (except my time)
Forget the treasures we burned because we'll be just fine
I try to take off my head sometimes
because I can't escape for the life of me,
I haven't lost anything except my mind (my mind)

You could be empty
and I can be right here empty with you
or you could be hollow,
and I can be right here hollow with you
If you want to say goodbye to everything
I could say goodbye too
I can be right here empty with you

Instead of going underground
Instead of calling them out
Instead of running 'cause your still breathing
Instead of swallowing lies
Instead of buried alive
Let's twist the knife 'til they can't stop bleeding
If you need a confession, I'm guilty
Let's twist the knife 'til they can't stop bleeding
Do you think I feel sorry? Forgive me.
Let's twist the knife 'til they can't stop bleeding
Instead of going underground
Instead of calling them out
Let's twist the knife 'til they can't stop bleeding

You could be empty
and I can be right here empty with you
or you could be hollow
and I can be right here hollow with you
If you want to say goodbye to everything
I could say goodbye too
I can be right here empty with you



TRAPT
"Stand Up"

Why don't you let me be
Leave me alone
You start a fire inside that I could never control
You wanna see a reaction

Come on and cut me down
You've gone as far as I'll go
Now you're crossing the line
And I am letting you know
Well here's your reaction

Stand up
I have had enough
Walk away before I finish what you started
Face to face I will put you in your place
End this game before I finish what you started
Face to face everything will change

You planted the seed
How my anger has grown
Got an feeling inside that I can't seem to control
You wanna see a reaction

Come on and cut me down
You've gone as far as I'll go
Now you're crossing the line and I am letting you know
Well here's your reaction

Stand up
I have had enough
Walk away before I finish what you started
Face to face I will put you in your place
End this game before I finish what you started
Face to face everything will change

Insult
After insult [9x]

Stand up
I have had enough
Walk away before I finish what you started
Face to face I will put you in your place
End this game before I finish what you started
Face to face everything will change

Walk away
Everthing will change
End this game
You wanna see a reaction
You wanna see a reaction
Stand up