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Assalamualaikum kawan2, blogger2 sekelian...

lame btul aku x post benda baru dalam nih...
minta maaf yer...
kerana terlalu banyak sgt perkara yg terjadi bulan ni...~

aku cerita satu persatu ya....~

1. Sedih sbb my closest cousin ever, Afiq Ahmad, telah kembali ke Rahmatullah pada 9 November 2011... die tgh bawa motor dari Batu Pahat nak balik rumah ke Parit Raja, mase dalam perjalanan tu, die bawak laju, ade plak Bangla naik basikal melintas jalan... Afiq pun mengelak ke kiri dan trus terlanggar divider jalan... muke tepat kena divider pastu terseret atas jalan... doktor kata die mangalami pendarahan kat hidung smpai ke tekak dan darah tu tersumbat dalam saluran pernafasan die... so, die lemas dan meninggal... i am shocked to hear about this... tapi nak buat mcm mane... dah ajalnya Allah dah tetapkan pade waktu tu... kite yg hidup ni kena la ambil iktibar dan bersimpati atas pemergian arwah... walaubagaimanapun, arwah Afiq Ahmad adalah seorang anak yg sangat baik, seorang kawan yg sangat2 pandai bergurau dan sgt2 mesra... aku kalo nak buat ape2 kat kampung mst panggil die... tapi sayangnye die dah xder... kami 3 serangkai, Fawwaz, Ujai dan Afiq kini tinggal 2 jela... Ujai (sepupu sorang lagi) plak masih lagi di Mesir melanjutkan pelajaran n die x dapat turun Malaysia utk tgk arwah buat kali terakhir...
untuk para pembaca, ambil la masa 15 saat utk bacakan Al-Fatihah utk arwah semoga pahala Al-Fatihah itu dapat mengangkat darjat arwah di sisi Allah... Al-Fatihah...~

2. kisah yg kedua, aku ade la mohon kerja full time kat McDonald sebagai manager... haritu dah dapat call untuk datang interview tapi alih2 jer interview tu ditangguhkan... ades... so skang ni keje jadi crew biase jela wat sementara waktu... tapi memandangkan aku tgk kerja kat McD ni sgt2 penat dan perlukan pengorbanan masa dan tenaga yg tinggi, aku rase aku nak cari keje lain la... maybe nak masuk ofis balik... targeting nak buat audit atau kerja bank... tapi aku x berapa minat hadui... tapi keje mcm tu la yg aku boleh buat... ingat nak smbung blaja tapi peluang tu mcm xder sbb pointer aku 2.97, sikit lagi nak 3... biasenye kalo bawah 3 pointer ni, kena ada pengalaman kerja dulu then baru la bleh amek Master... xperlah aku tunggu peluang yg ada... if ada rezeki, aku nak masuk amek Master trus... coz my father said that i'm a genius kid... so, i'll use this brain to study and use it for my future...

3. emmmmm.... cerita no 3 ni, mcm biase lah... langit x semestinya cerah sepanjang hari... ade juga mendungnyer... tapi x hujan la ye... hehe...~
before this aku dah kejar n usha seorang gadis KL sejak hujung bulan 3 haritu smpai la awal bulan ni... so about 7 months la... aku mengenali dan mengejar sorang gadis yg aku minat sejak 4 tahun lepas... tapi last2 hubunagn kami berakhir sebagai kawan biase jer... hmmmmm... woman is quite hard to understand but men are also the same... nak memahami hati orang lain memang sgt2 susah...
dalam kes aku, sjak aku berhenti kerja MBE Nusa Bestari awal bulan haritu, aku dah kurang texting dgn die... sbb aku kerja McD malam... so, siang la waktu utk aku nak rehat, waktu utk aku nak main game, dan waktu utk aku luangkan mase dgn family... tapi dalam mase same ni la si dia ni asyik nak text aku jer... tapi bile dah start text, xde topic yg dak dibualkan, pastu trus die cakap aku dah boring dgn die... aik????? bile plak la aku cakap mcm tuh... aku x pernah boring texting dgn die cume kadang2 die text tu x kena mase... time die nak text, time tu la aku kena kluar umah driving tolong hantar bateri utk ayah, kadang2 kena tolong pekerja ayah kat kedai ayah, tolong mama kat umah, dan time aku nak main game tu la die text... aduyai... pstu bile aku x reply, die marah then merajuk trus... adui... she said, bile dalam satu perhubungan yg rapat ni, die perlukan perhatian yg lebih... so that means die nak aku text die selalu tapi aku xleh buat... siang aku tido, tolong mama ayah, malam kerja... mane la aku ade mase sgt yg kosong utk die... keje McD ni dah le penat giler.... sampai aku kena demam seminggu sbb letih sgt kerja... pstu die plak nak texting, nak texting, pstu xde topik nak dibualkan... pstu gado lagi...
aduyai... last2 aku cakap jer aku nak kitorang hanye sekadar berkawan...

then die marah, die pasrah, dan trus tawar hati... sigh~ dalam hati aku, sayang tu memang masih ada.... sgt2 sayang... But i am trying to live in my life... i need space for my life, i need space to breathe... so, last2 skang die pun dah x text aku, dan aku pun dah x text die sbb die memang btul2 dah tawar hati kat aku...

em... by the way, tadi tgk jap FB die, mcm meriah sakan je ade sorang bro kaco die kat FB, biar la die bahagia dgn orang lain... sbb aku xleh nak bagi ape yg die nak...
die perlukan seorang lelaki yg sentiasa ada di sisi die... dan aku x mampu nak penuhi kehendak die sbb aku ada kehidupan aku sendiri yg aku dan family aku je yg faham...

4. Lagu update! hmmmm... banyak gak lagu best2 yg lama2 tapi aku baru dgr... tapi best2 la... aku dah masukkan video2 nye kat bawah ni... layanz all....!!!

thanks for sharing my story with u guys... i really appreciate it...
(^_^)v


so these are some of the cool songs that i like u guys to hear...



THURSDAY

"Counting 5-4-3-2-1"

5-4-3-2-1 Lets start a fire.
We'll burn this town from inside out.
Till no ones left alive.
And you can't feel the rhythm of your steps when you hit the street.
The city seems so far away from here, when you're counting every step.

5-4-3-2 what are you waiting for?
The train is catching up, keep on running don't look back.
Cause it's 10-9-8-7 everybody's coming to burn this city, burn this city down tonight.
Leave it all behind.

All his life he lived in this same house.
Same white fence surrounding him, he swore he would get out.
But he can't cause his foot got caught in between the rails.
And all his friends were up ahead
They can't hear him yelling, yelling for some help.
And it's much too late to call the doctor now.
This town is full of sympathies; we're drowning in it all.

5-4-3-2 What are you waiting for?
The train is catching up, keep on running don't look back.
Cause it's 10-9-8-7 everybody's coming to burn this city, burn this city down tonight.
Leave it all behind.

Is that the sound of the gate coming down? No flashing lights, no warning?
When we press our ears to the ground we feel the shake.
But it's under the skin, so we wilt like violets.
Can't get up, to put the petals in their place.

5-4-3-2 What are you waiting for?
Burn this city, burn this city tonight.



THE USED
"Empty With You"

I haven't lost anything except my mind
Expect a thousand confessions that you will not find
I try to take off my head sometimes,
because I can't escape the memories
I haven't lost anything except my mind (except my mind)

You could be empty
and I can be right here empty with you
or you could be hollow
and I can be right here hollow with you
If you want to say goodbye to everything,
I could say goodbye too
I can be right here empty with you.

I haven't wasted a thing except my time (except my time)
Forget the treasures we burned because we'll be just fine
I try to take off my head sometimes
because I can't escape for the life of me,
I haven't lost anything except my mind (my mind)

You could be empty
and I can be right here empty with you
or you could be hollow,
and I can be right here hollow with you
If you want to say goodbye to everything
I could say goodbye too
I can be right here empty with you

Instead of going underground
Instead of calling them out
Instead of running 'cause your still breathing
Instead of swallowing lies
Instead of buried alive
Let's twist the knife 'til they can't stop bleeding
If you need a confession, I'm guilty
Let's twist the knife 'til they can't stop bleeding
Do you think I feel sorry? Forgive me.
Let's twist the knife 'til they can't stop bleeding
Instead of going underground
Instead of calling them out
Let's twist the knife 'til they can't stop bleeding

You could be empty
and I can be right here empty with you
or you could be hollow
and I can be right here hollow with you
If you want to say goodbye to everything
I could say goodbye too
I can be right here empty with you



TRAPT
"Stand Up"

Why don't you let me be
Leave me alone
You start a fire inside that I could never control
You wanna see a reaction

Come on and cut me down
You've gone as far as I'll go
Now you're crossing the line
And I am letting you know
Well here's your reaction

Stand up
I have had enough
Walk away before I finish what you started
Face to face I will put you in your place
End this game before I finish what you started
Face to face everything will change

You planted the seed
How my anger has grown
Got an feeling inside that I can't seem to control
You wanna see a reaction

Come on and cut me down
You've gone as far as I'll go
Now you're crossing the line and I am letting you know
Well here's your reaction

Stand up
I have had enough
Walk away before I finish what you started
Face to face I will put you in your place
End this game before I finish what you started
Face to face everything will change

Insult
After insult [9x]

Stand up
I have had enough
Walk away before I finish what you started
Face to face I will put you in your place
End this game before I finish what you started
Face to face everything will change

Walk away
Everthing will change
End this game
You wanna see a reaction
You wanna see a reaction
Stand up

My Top 10 Korean Song 2010

Video yg ni 1st version yg aku buat taun lepas... tgk la jugak yer...
layannnn....~

My Top 10 Korean Song

yg kat bawah ni video aku susun sndiri... update of my favourite Korean song for this month... sorry for no-Suju... hehe...~

Best2...~

Yah! lagu ni da lame taun 2007...
tapi aku baru tau lagu ni bile share dgn kawan2 lgu favourite...
ape2 pun lagu ni memang best giler ar...
dgr smpai habis tau...
layan...~



When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay woah, stay woah

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Lame x update...~

Hai semua...

lame x berborak2 ngan all bloggers yg slalu bace blog aku...
kali nak bercerita sket update pasal aku...
hehe...
1st of all, smlm (25/7/2011) aku g makan ngan staf2 tmpat aku praktikal haritu...
wargh smua merayu suruh aku join balik keje ngan diorang...
siap offer lagi gaji RM1,600 sebulan...
tapi aku ckap simple jer "No!"...

memang aku rase cm orang bodo sbb tolak pelawaan kerja yg bergaji tinggi...
tapi aku xnak menyeksa diri aku...
aku rela bergaji kecil tapi keje enjoy...
kalo aku terima tawaran kje kat tmpat aku praktikal haritu,
makan maki jela tiap2 hari, pastu keje separuh mati...
tu yg aku x rela keje situ... x enjoy langsung...
so, hopefully diorang faham la mengapa aku xnak keje situ walau dirayu...
huhu...~

Ok, next thing, korang dah tgk lom cite SEKALI LAGI?
My rating, 5 stars beb!!!
cite ni memang best giler...
aku memang rase cdey giler ar tgk citer ni...
aku tgk ngan mama aku...
mama aku menangis beb tgk citer nie...
memang best la...
aku rekomen korang smua tgk la ek...
x rugi tgk...
SAM SHAHIZEY dgn LISA SURIHANI memang gandingan yg baik dalam citer ni...
MIA SARA plak comel giler...~
huhu...

1 more thing...
about tonight...
aku nak cerita something...
tapi K (K = ade la seseorang tu yg aku admire) x bagi...
so, x jadi cerita...
K babai...~

ape2 pun, meh layan lagu ni...
layan gak...



It was saturday when I got that call
Far away from feeling small
I know, I know, I know what the truth is, yeah
I tried to look away from what you did
Heartache became my friend

You walked away from me baby
I would've never done the same
You made me feel like our love was not real
You threw it all away, so...

[Chorus]

I don't wanna wait for you
I don't wanna wake up thinkin, hopin
You'll get it right this time
'Cause you know that you’re so cold
I don't wanna see no more
And I can’t get away from you

It's one of the reasons why
That I just can't get you out my mind
And all I keep seein is your picture
But I don't wanna see no more
But I don't wanna see no more
I don't wanna see no more
I don't wanna see no more

[Joe Jonas - Verse 2]

It was so easy to trust you baby
Guess I was so stupid baby
I didn't ever think that this would come
You’re runnin right to another one

You walked away from me baby
You threw it all away, so

[Chorus]

I don't wanna wait for you
I don't wanna wake up thinkin, hopin
You'll get it right this time
'Cause you know that you’re so cold
I don't wanna see no more
And I can’t get away from you

It's one of the reasons why
That I just can't get you out my mind
And all I keep seein is your picture
But I don't wanna see no more
But I don't wanna see no more
I don't wanna see no more
I don't wanna see no more

[Bridge]

I used to be afraid of letting go
The fragile part me, i’m here right now
I need you to set me free
I can see it in your eyes
That you won’t blame on me this time
No, never
And I want you back but I won’t look back, no

[Chorus]

I don't wanna wait for you
I don't wanna wake up thinkin, hopin
You'll get it right this time
'Cause you know that you’re so cold
I don't wanna see no more
And I can’t get away from you

It's one of the reasons why
That I just can't get you out my mind
And all I keep seein is your picture
But I don't wanna see no more
But I don't wanna see no more
I don't wanna see no more
I don't wanna see no more

Video prank yg menyedihkan...~

video kat bawah ni best...
prank utk orang2 yg ingat die ni buta...
tapi cdey gak aku tgk video nih...
bayangkan la kalo korang handicapped pstu ditinggalkan sbb korang handicapped...
tapi aku suke la walaupun video ni just prank... enjoy!

Jom gelak pulak...!

so, meh layan lagu best plak...
kali ni nak bagi lagu lawak plak...
tajuknye, NICE GUYS...
Penyanyi plak adalah gabungan antara Nigahiga, Kevjumba dan kawan2 diorang...
Nigahiga dgn Kevjumba ialah video blogger yang paling klakar la stakat ni...
memang sronok tgk video diorang...
meh layan lagu nih...~

Sigh...~

mari kite layan lagu kat bawah nie...
best giler!!!

TAJUK: CANDLES
BAND: HEY MONDAY

The power lines went out
And I am all alone
But I don't really care at all
Not answering my phone
All the games you played
The promises you made
Could't finish what you started
Only darkness still remains

Lost sight
Couldn't see
When it was you and me

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I'll be alright

Been black and blue before
There's no need to explain
I am not the jaded kind
Playback's such a waste
You're invisible
Invisible to me
My wish is coming true
Erase the memory of your face

Lost sight
Couldn't see
When it was you and me

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I'll be alright

One day
You will wake up
With nothing but you’re sorries
And someday
You will get back
Everything you gave me

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I'll be alright

Jawatan kosong guru sandaran / guru tuisyen / guru ganti

Sedang mencari mana pusat tuisyen atau mana-mana sekolah yg memerlukan khidmat tenaga pengajar...

Saya boleh mengajar Prinsip Perakaunan, Sains, Matematik dan Bahasa Inggeris...
lokasi sekitar Johor Bahru...

boleh sms/call ke 014-8401774

My favourite song in this month...!!!

She paints her fingers with a close precision
He starts to notice empty bottles of gin
And takes a moment to assess the sin
She's paid for

A lonely speaker in a conversation
Her words are spinning through his ears again
There's nothing wrong with just a taste of what you've paid for

Say what you mean
Tell me I'm right
And let the sun rain down on me
Give me a sign
I want to believe

Woah, Mona Lisa,
You're guaranteed to run this town
Woah, Mona Lisa,
I'd pay to see you frown

He senses something, call it desperation
Another dollar, another day
And if she had the proper words to say,
She would tell him
But she'd have nothing left to sell him

Say what you mean
Tell me I'm right
And let the sun rain down on me
Give me a sign
I want to believe


Woah, Mona Lisa,
You're guaranteed to run this town
Woah, Mona Lisa,
I'd pay to see you frown

Mona Lisa, wear me out
Pleased to please Ya
Mona Lisa, wear me out

Say what you mean
Tell me I'm right
And let the sun rain down on me
Give me a sign
I want to believe

Woah, Mona Lisa,
You're guaranteed to run this town
Woah, Mona Lisa,
I'd pay to see you frown

Say what you mean
Tell me I'm right
And let the sun rain down on me
Give me a sign
I want to believe

There's nothing wrong with just a taste of what you've paid for

Kesengsaraanku kini berakhir!!!!

yeaaaaaaaaaargh...!!!

selepas 24 minggu berpraktikal di Ahmad Abdullah & Goh, akhirnya aku berjaya menamatkan praktikal....!!!

pergh... praktikal ni wa cakap lu, memang seksa giler beb...
bayangkan la keje korang ade byak, dalam mase same korang kena tolong senior photostat, tolong faks, tolong lipat surat, tolong binding, tolong mcm2 la...

mcm senior2 tu xpe la... diorang buat audit jer... keje2 len sume die suruh trainee mcm aku jer... so, senang cakap trainee lagi banyak buat keje dari senior la cume bezanya senior buat yg rumit nyer akaun dan kami trainee2 ni buat audit untuk akaun yg mudah2 la...

kalo dapat eaun sebulan RM1000 tu xper la jugak... ni dapat RM300 jer sebulan... pergh... memang kerja yg aku buat ni memang x patut la dapat RM300... total kerja yang aku sumbangkan untuk kompeni tu, aku dah generate lebih RM20,000 tau kalo nak gabung semua keje2 yg aku dah buat tuh... tapi total gaji dapat cume RM1,8000 jer (RM300x6bulan)... memang menyeksakan siot... huhu...

skang alhamdulillah semua sengsara aku dah habis, skang aku dah bebas dan boleh kerja kat mane saje yg aku nak... dah x terikat lagi dah ngan praktikal2 tuh... skang dah boleh jadi staff dah... tapi aku dah xnak dah buat audit... boring sbb aku memang x minat audit...

skang ni aku nak jumpe mmber 2 aku yg dah jadi ustaz sbb aku nak diorang ajar aku cara2 nak mohon jadi ustaz sbb aku ada STAM dari Maahad Johor so harapan aku memang creah la... insyaAllah...

ape2 pun, aku nak ucapkan jutaan terima kasih kepada Ahmad Abdullah & Goh Chartered Accountant dan staff2nyer kerana sudi mmberi aku peluang mendapatkan ilmu di sana dan memberikan aku kerjasama yang x terkira dalam membantu aku mengharungi 24 minggu oraktikal kkat sana...

AAG will forever be in my heart...~

hai allz...~

emm... dah berbulan2 gak x update blog nih... yela sbb terlalu sibuk sgt dengan kerja... ni pun esok kerja lagi cm biase... amek mase sket la msuk dalam blog nih...

hm... mcm2 perkara yang berlaku sejak post terakhir aku beberape bulan yang lepas... antaranya:

1. Festkum 2010

wah! yg ni memang best giler2... aku terpilih untuk jadi sekretariat pertandingan untuk acara Nyanyian Antarabangsa dengan Irama Malaysia... Juri2nya? Yg pertama, Pak Ngah, kedua, Raftah Bachik, dan yang ketiga ialah Siso Kopratasa... ketiga2 juri ni memang sporting habis... so, memang senang la nak jaga diorang sepanjang Festkum berlangsung... pertandingannye diadakan di UiTM Arau... 1st time ni datang sini... so agak teruja gak la sbb sblom ni dah pernah smpai UUM mase Masum 2009... em... so, nak dipendekkan cerita, aku dpat rmai kawan2 baru dari UiTM Arau yang byak membantu dalam menjayakan acara ni... All thanks to them!!!

ape2 pun, yg penting USIM mesti la ade menang beb! tmpat kedua untuk hadiah utama acara Nyanyian Antarabangsa, tempat kedua untuk nyanyian Irama Malaysia kategori lelaki, dan Busana wanita dapat no-3... ok la tuh! tapi yang paling penting, USIM dapat Naib Juara keseluruhan...!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! seronot giler...! memang seronok dapat tgk pencapaian terbaek USIM... n seronok dapat tgk kawan2 len smpai ade yg menangis kegembiraan sbb terlalu gembira dengan pencapaian USIM pada Festkum kali ni...

2. Bukit Merah Laketown Resort...!!!

yah! memandangkan festkum dah dapat naib johan keseluruhan, mesti nak kena ada celebrate kan! som bukit nmerah laketown resort yg bertempat di Perak menjadi destinasi kami untuk santai n enjoy smbil meraikan kejayaan kami dapa Festkum yg lepas...

memang sronok! dapat mandi manda, buat persembahan yg kelakar giler, karaoke... dapat la jumpe balik kawan2 yg dah berbulan2 x jumpe... huhu... nmpak si dia pun mcm hepi jer datang cni... tgk die pun ade rapat ngan org len... bguih la tuh... tandenye die boleh bawak diri... lega hati aku... huhu...~

ape2 pun, thanks to all UK students yg bnyak mmberi saye kegembiraan dan kebahagiaan spanjang sy blaja di USIM yek! u all are da bezzzzzzz...!!!

3. Masih single dan kekal single...~

hahahahahahahaha... aku rase cm bangga gak dapat mengekalkan status single aku setelah kian lame... hehe... nak tgk perempuan lain pun mcm malas je nak tackle... mane x nye, dah hati pun masih lagi sangkut kat seseorang tu, memang hati ni dah susah dah nak pegi kat orang len... huhu...~ tapi die masih lagi berikan respon yg negatif... its ok! life goes on... kalo ade jodoh, InsyaAllah kawin la aku nnt... huhu...~

ape2 pun, aku nak p tidoq skang sbb dah nak dekat kul 1 pg, smlm pun dah tidoq kul 2 pg sbb men game aje... this night must have a good sleep coz tomorrow got a lot of work to do in the office! skang dah minggu ke 13, ade 11 minggu lagi yang bakal dihadapi! gambate Fawwaz...! ok guys! da...~